And you know what? I'm perfectly okay with it. I can live forever stressing myself over chemistry, and I wouldn't even care because it's something that I love and it ironically gives me some sort of THERAPY.
Last time I did something this crazy, I studied EQUILIBRIUM for AP chem for over 8 hours, nonstop with no television and only stopping to eat, just so I can fully understand it and get a good grade on the test. This time, I locked myself up in the basement with 10 other people studying organic chemistry nonstop with no facebook, no rest, and only stopping for coffee and food. It was continuous, time flew, and I'm perfectly okay. I feel some sort of accomplishment, and I really wanted to learn. It was like a natural drive for chemistry, which is exactly why I'm a chemistry major.
Every single time I go about a certain part of organic chemistry that I don't understand, I question my choice in majoring in chemistry at all. But it's times like these where I learn why I chose chemistry in the first place. And then I ask myself, "what else would you major in?" and I seriously could not tell you. I don't know what else I could be doing besides chemistry.
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