Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Break

I guess when I said I was going back home for Winter Break, I really did mean a break from everything. I've dipped into somewhat of a spiritual low in terms of praying, reading the Bible, and sometimes I even find myself wandering for days without a drop of Christ in my thoughts. It's terrible, but somewhat relieving that this will all end once I'm back in Boston.

It's nice to know that I'm still spiritually strong after being away from my home church for so long. A lot of brothers and sisters from Boon have definitely been praying for my spiritual strength away from college since many others who go away for college tend to stray away from the faith. I've definitely put in the strength and time to go out and look for a church to settle in Boston, and I think after this nice somewhat long break, I know what I'm looking for. I just have to go to a few more sermons in the different churches and see where I'm growing the most.

It's odd though, that now that I have so much time on my hands, I'm not devoting any of it to God. I feel like I only go to him in times of trouble--which is wrong; I am aware of that. But at least I have the assurance that I have people keeping me accountable back in Boston and I'll be able to get back on my feet in two weeks' time. I still have to finish Isaiah 40+ challenge which I will do soon, preferably sometime in Florida.

Bring it on second semester.

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