I wish

There were more guys at my school

As many of you may (or may not) know, I go to an arts school which is compiled of a 75% female population. the other 25% of guys are all either gay, taken, or ugly. Now you're probably thinking, "well 25% is still pretty high". Really now? Then how come in almost every one of my classes, there are only 2 guys for every 30 or so girls? Its not a 1:3 ratio. Its a 1:15 ratio. With that being said, being in a female dominated school can have its pros and cons. Pros:
- focus more on school work than on guys
- more people to relate to you
Cons:
- no boys to date in high school
- no variety in terms of thought

It kind of frustrates me how I haven't had a real hardcore crush on a guy for the past 3 years in HS. And now, I don't even know how to talk to a normal male teenager. I used to be so good at chasing guys and getting their attention, but now, I don't even know how to. I just sit on the side and wait. Wait for what? I don't even know. And the problem is, everytime you do happen to have a crush on a guy at lag, there's always another girl that likes him as well, adding on to the competition.

This was such a girly post. I'm sorry.